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spread the words about new mail.com ivite your friends to signup address book e-mail address send [Dec. 7th, 2004|12:17 pm]
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[mood |okayokay]

wow, there.

haven't posted in here in a really long time.
and though I dont have all that much to say...
anyone who's listed as a friend here and not on xriseandvanishx
if you'd like to be added to that one just let me know


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pretty piece of flesh [Sep. 8th, 2003|06:21 pm]
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you're gonna be ... jealousCollapse )
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big dork alert [Sep. 6th, 2003|11:30 am]
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[mood |cheerfulcheerful]
[music |Veruca]



LOTS OF SNOWBORDING (I'm buying a Season Pass this year.. and maybe a new board)
Lots of new job finding
Lots of concert going
Lots of rain playing

oh yay..
me and tran are having a sewing party
and I get to hang out with golan on monday for the first time in ages! partytime .. excellent
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Holy lord [Sep. 3rd, 2003|08:42 pm]
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so can we please talk about how I'm currently enrolled in 21 units?!

What the hell am I thinking

okay let me b.r.e.a.k. it <font size="1>down</font> for yee. classes I signed up for before the trip. English 101 ....... 3 units Math 125 ....... 5 units Philosophy ....... 3 units Cinema 3 ....... 3 units Classes I signed up for last week DV Audio ....... 3 units Classes I signed up for TONIGHT MultiM lab ....... 1 unit Scripts ....... 3 units thats a big fat 21 right there!? what .. the hell am i thinking?1
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here's some pictures [Sep. 3rd, 2003|03:24 pm]
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[mood |goodgood]
[music |silverchair]

yeah.. here.
make up is fun
so is my hat...

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:whimper: [Aug. 27th, 2003|06:14 pm]
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[mood |aggravatedaggravated]
[music |Tool - H]

I Really Really Miss Tim.... But I'm Too Afraid To Call .....

I need to stop burning my brigdes...

I want to cry
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I do not have anything to say [Aug. 26th, 2003|05:13 pm]
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[mood |calmcalm]
[music |Garbage- Wicked Ways]

I have not seen anyone from school .. with the exception of jessica and tran in the last few weeks..

I am currently okay.. with most of... if not all of the situations I am in.

I am excited about school next week...

Though.. I am slightly upset about not hearing from Border's. yet. oh well... I didn't think I'd get the job ...


How is everyone else doing?
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The Scent and The Sting. [Aug. 25th, 2003|02:40 am]
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[music |Sneaker Pimps]

I am the vampire Lestat. I'm immortal. More or less. The light of the sun, the sustained heat of an intense fire-- these things might destroy me. But then again, the might not.
I'm six feet tal, which was fairly impressive in the 1780s when I was a young mortal man. It's not bad now. I have thick blond hair, not quite shoulder length, and rather curly, which appears white under fluorescent light. My eyes are gray, but they absorb the colors blue and violet easily from surfaces around them. And I have a fairly short narrow nose, and a mouth that is well shaped but just a little too big for my face. It can look very mean, or extremely generous , my mouth. It always looks sensual. But emotions and attitudes are always reflected in my entire expression. I have a continuously animated face.

--The Vampire Lestat
Anne Rice
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(no subject) [Aug. 22nd, 2003|12:11 pm]
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[mood |geekygeeky]
[music |Moby]

Dali at the Age of Six, When He Thought He Was a Girl, Lifting
the Skin of the Water to See the Dog Sleeping in the
Shade of the Sea

Books I'm going to purchase soon:

The Divine Comedy
The Canterbury Tales
The Decameron
Paradise Lost and Paradise Regained
Waiting for Godot
The Story of O
The Bell Jar
Through the Looking Glass
On The Road
The Joy Luck Club
Plato's Republic
One Hundred Years of Solitude
Don Quixote
The Trial
The Complete Works of William Shakespeare

etc. etc. etc.

Okay so maybe I wont get alllll of them at once but.. this is my official reading list for the coming months
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Updation [Aug. 22nd, 2003|10:25 am]
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[mood |pensivepensive]
[music |KMFDM]

Alright.. So I haven't posted in a while...
Who Cares?

Not you?
Not Me?

No one.

So I guess here's whats going on in El Mundo De Christina.


So I get back to work and everything's all weird.. Everyone was putting in their term notices, I had new co-leads and a few other things. Basically.. everyone's either gone.. or leaving. This job was a good experience for me... I guess.. but its really time for me to go. I'm wasting my time and energy there... it's sad but true. I value the friendships I've made there but thats really all I can say I will be taking away from the place. I applied to Border's Books.. and we'll see how things go... Obviously.. this is just another part time job.. but I think I might enjoy it more than I did Magic for a few reasons... 1. I love books.. 2. It's my favorite store 3. It's closer to home (kinda) 5. It's not Magic 6. It's not Magic. 7,8,9 etc. It's not magic. I'll be going to school so I can't have anything more than these little retail part time things anyway.. so . yeah.

On a lighter note.
I have had the opportunity to get some serious over time this week. They're basically desperate for people and all of the leads are authorized to get over time for six days this week. I have the closing shift.. and I've come in two days already this week to open/close. I should actually be there now but I really don't want to.. and since it's not my scheduled shift they can't make me. right right. anyway.. my next check shall be pretty hefty... I'm guessing it'll be over three... maybe even four hundred dollars.. wow.. go me .. and I have to pick up last week's check today.. which... shouldn't be too bad either because I worked six days. .. hmmmm Yes.

And of course.. I have to mention.. how much I love the G.R. folk. Man.. they make my night. I now have a THEME song... haha Bakari starts beat-boxing.. or whatever it is.. and I stroll in.. ... hehe "bowchickaBOWWWW/bumpwiththechumpbumpwiththechump/bowchickaBOWWWWWWW CHRISTINAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA" man.. it's soo great... especially.. I really love that guy.. he's sooo much fun.. . I would totally love it if he went to Australia with me next year. Yes.

alright.. I'm done with work for now .. Let's move on


Well I can't really say much except I've signed up for classes
English 101
Math 125
Philosophy 1
Cinema 3
and Economics 1 (online)
Yeah.. I'm actually excited about school
I have to stop by the college before I head on over to work so I can see how I would go about getting honors credit for all of those classes. I wouldn't mind doing the extra work. or community service or whatever .. as long as I got extra credit for it.

And that's about it for this section..


It's totally up and down right now. when my parents first got back Cancun they were ultra pissed off at me... but now they're okay. I so want to make them proud but I don't even know what to do with myself. They want me to choose my career right this second.. and I can't.. I just really don't know what I want to do... I swear.. I've NEVER known what I wanted to do or be .. ever... when I think about my future... I don't see anything and I don't know what to say.. I just don't... I guess I have to search myself.. my soul.. ugh

and since I've been working so much.. I haven't seen anyone... I haven't seen my dad since Monday... and its Friday. He's gone when I get up and he's sleeping when I get home. Oh.. and that's another thing... While I was in Europe... I realized how much I really missed my Dad... I mean I missed my mom.. and brother and grandma.. but My Dad. ugh... I would just LOVE to travel with him... I really would. He would have enjoyed EVERYTHING we saw.. and ugh... He told me he'd take me to Brazil... and I know... if we both set our minds to it.. we'll set time to go.. it may not be this year.. it may not be next year... but hey. Like, On saturday.. he wanted me to go with him to the mall.. and we went.. and I had fun just hanging out with my dad and going to the mall.. He makes me laugh .. he laughs at me when I'm being silly.. ... he LISTENS to me... really listens... and he knows I understand him... god... I'm starting to cry .. because .. I really miss him when I don't see him.. Hmm.. next week.. I'm going to make it a point to do something with him...he's such a great guy and he's always taken for granted. there were points in my life when I really just didn't want anything to do with him... but now that I'm growing up...and I'm spending less and less time with him... I'm realizing how important he is to me... I think my brother has the same relationship with my mom... I was never really close to her.. she closes her mind, eyes, and ears to me sometimes.. and.. its hard to get through. ... ugh.
anyway.. next section.


Since I'v been back I haven't really hung out with anyone...
While My parents were gone I spent a day with Mark, Tran, Rachel Nimoy and Ilene.. and the following day... or was it that night? eh.. I spent with Erwin, Susan, Jared, Golan, Jessica, Caitlin Wing, and a few others. We went out to dinner.. and .. I think that was the last time I will see a few of those for a while... if not.. forever.. .. yeah...
and then last monday I hung out with Jessica and Erwin.. and gasp.. I smoked.. wow... sure.
and what else... I hung out with Nicole, Kris, Carlos, Kristy and... myself of course.. the other night.. we went out to denny's after work.. Twas quite amusing.. I enjoy their company greatly. but other than that.. I haven't been hanging out with the school friends at all. .. I've been working a lot and that's pretty much it... i haven't even given people their gifts from my trip yet...
oh well...
I really want to hang out with Jessica and Erwin again.. because I LOVE THEM. seriously.. Jessica makes me laugh sooo hard.. and she's sooo cute.. and... yeah. and Erwin is just the greatest.

I miss Lisa a lot too.
I swear.. before school starts.. we're going to spend a day together.. I don't care what we do or don't do... I seriously don't
I just want to hang out with her.
so lisa.. if you read this..
I heart you/Let's hang out :)

So .. Wow...
this was a long entry.

OH well...
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